"Lifeline"

vampirekitty · Yoma Joined: 30 Mar 2008 Posts: 2

One should not write when one's brain is deprived of oxygen. One does not know what one will create.

We make out sometimes…in the restroom, when everyone else is in class. The teachers never ask, because they don’t want to know. I’d tell everyone if I could…as it is, I’ve already told Charles. I don’t understand why I even did that, because then I also had to explain why it’s such a dumb idea for me to go along with these secret make out sessions.

I get so fucking weak when he kisses me. He knows it, too. The first time he kissed me, I fell backwards over a chair. Neither of us counted that, since I was also pretty fucking freaked at the time, but we probably should have. Second time I was still on the ground; I felt so dizzy, but he couldn’t have known that. But the third time; when we first decided to sneak out of third period, and he had me against the wall and started doing something amazing with his tongue—God, I lost my breath and I collapsed right there. Thought I was going to die. I clung to his shoulders, made him my lifeline; and he pulled back just long enough to ask me if I was okay. He was smirking. Jackass knew it was his fault.

He uses it to his advantage, whenever he can. Many times I’ve considered killing him for it, but very quickly decide not to because he’s a fucking jock and would snap my neck in barely two seconds. That, and I don’t want to lose his kisses…those beautiful, breathtaking kisses.

Shit. I’m fucking putty in his hands.

I won’t call it love. I’m not that ignorant. I’ll call it what it is: a crush, teenage hormones, and a particular weakness to a certain jock’s superior make out skills. I’m content to let those things fade over time. I’m not counting on something being left over afterwards.

He is, though. And I’m planning on hanging on to his hope, his certainty, and his big, strong shoulders like it’s our third kiss all over again.

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“Hey, emo. Get over here and kiss me.”

“…I’m not emo, you dumb jock.”

I kissed him anyway.

((Psst. If you haven't guessed, it's in Metis' POV. I love you, nuu and schumie!))

Boww · Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 3:28 am Post subject:

Really cute story. =]
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Jadeh · Posted: Tue Apr 01, 2008 10:31 pm Post subject:

Awwwww~
That's adorable!
>3<
-pets-
I enjoyed that.
^^;
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catgirl26 · Yoma Joined: 18 Mar 2008 Posts: 3

I absolutely loved this!

vampirekitty · Yoma Joined: 30 Mar 2008 Posts: 2

Squee~ you guys make me happy with your positiveness. ^w^
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“Hey, emo. Get over here and kiss me.”

“…I’m not emo, you dumb jock.”

I kissed him anyway.